endlezzdestiny

Hello!

Actually I wanted to update my livejournal yesterday, but I was having a super painful headache that caused me to unable to think of what to write. LOL. Anyway I’m still having that headache now. How I wished it would just go away. LOL

Anyway yesterday, I went out with one of my close friends in Springfield secondary school, Zul. We went to watch the movie, Star trek again. Well, it is again for me because if you can remember I watched the movie with Benjamin last week. Thank you so much, Zul for listening to me says all those stuff! Hope you got over yours soon too, yea! (: I went back to NYP for band practice as well as meet Edward and my friend for dinner after that, and Dr Goh taught us some basic conducting skills! It was damn fun but yet, I just can’t do separate things on my both hands. Lol.

Sidetrack abit, I thought I will feel devastated yesterday just like how I felt 2 weeks ago, but instead I felt nothing at all. When I said nothing, I mean really nothing. It feels as if my feeling had been numb. I can’t feel anything at all. =/

AS for today, I went out with khairul as well as my big sister, Geraldine. Thank you so much for accompanying me to the places I wanted to go especially it was still a hot afternoon! We went to the spots where memories seem to be the most beautiful then.  The park behind the F1 track, Esplanade. Headed back to NYP for sectional after that.

"I really shouted!
Aeroplane was what I shouted
I felt so much better shouting out,
Feel as if I returned everything back.
I really missed those times,
But guess time really changes everything.
I have decided to move on.
Goodbye, 12/03"